Still Waiting

Still waiting.

Crazy, I know.

But deep down,

I hope that you'll rescue me.

I've forgotten how to live,

to love,

to smile.

Funny,

thought it was like

riding a bicycle.

Once you learn,

you never forget.

But my lips crack

at the slightest upturn.

I know you aren't

really there.

Just a dream.

A fantasy.

But you are the

only thread

connecting me to the world.

So still I wait,

until I can make you real.